Blog posts.
Monday, December 27, 2010 1:45 AM
Oh well.. My blog have already looked so dead and it's because I don't have time to blog either. And ya, I have two blogs to update about.
24 Dec;It was Christmas Eve, went celebrated with Aloy and Amandy. Aloy brought us to Marche for dinner and then we headed down to Chillz Bar at Kampong Bahru with his friends. Was really enjoyed myself the whole day but it wasn't the best still, cause bf not able to celebrate with me :( Was thinking of him while enjoying myself and my heart says, "how I wished he was with me now."
25 Dec;Baby came over to my house :D We went to Mabel's house for housewarming as well as celebrating Christmas. And the worst part ever, baby was drunk -.-" He seriously can't drink omg! Was wondering how am I supposed to bring him to pub when he ends he probation? OMG!! STRESSED-UP!!
Saturday, December 18, 2010 3:27 AM
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."
To my dearest baby boy:
I know this is random but just wanna let you know that I love you for whom you are and not what you are! :) I have this mindset, not leaving baby for any reason cause I think it's stupid unless there's a truth! Oh.. I just love my stupid and dumb boy so much! ^.^
I just don't know why really... Though he always act like a small kid and which I don't really like, BUT.. he's always trying to make my day. Just a smiley from him, it brighten up my day! :D Whenever I see him sad, I just felt very heartache.
He's a guy who will keep his promises, but there's only when we are serious. Whatever I want, he will never fail to get for me. He touched my heart, and noone did that before. For this 2months plus I can see sense that he's a truthful guy. Though I know my jealousy is high but that shows that I am really care so much for him.
Pretty thank god that I have such a caring bf that will be truthful towards me :) I am so in love with my baby boy.
With lots love.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 3:31 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY DINO, ♥
Yesterday's was her birthday and all of her brothers celebrated with her. She seems happy while enjoying herself. DRINK DRANK DRUNK and I drunk like a fuck last night omg! Shouldn't have drank so much yesterday.
Doesn't want to show my mood out but I just can't hold it any longer. I felt the pain in me, really so pain. I am scared that, what if one day baby's gonna leave me? What am I supposed to do? I love him wholeheartedly and that's from the bottom of my heart. Whatever I have said in the past to you, please don't take it to heart.
I am sorry. I am bad gf, Idk how to show more care and concern on you. I failed to be a gf :'( If you are gonna be right beside of me now, I will hug you and say.......
"You have already done your very best. Noone is perfect, everyone has their flaws and I have accepted yours too and I don't hold anything against you. I love you my sweetheart."
Friday, December 10, 2010 12:56 AM
I AM FREAKING PISSED OFF BY AN OLD MAN! And yeah that's my father. Whenever I see anyone of you or when even I am at home, I will get bored of this family. I HATE THIS FAMILY AND YES I DO! You always said I am your precious daughter, ya your so called "precious daughter", I am just like a rubbish to you. You have always been hurting my heart, why do I still have to obey your words? I will never fucking listen to you anymore cause whatever you gonna say I am gonna go against with you! As a father, you have failed to be! Kthxbai..
Monday, December 06, 2010 1:46 AM
Whee whee I am back blogging! DSince I have nothing much to do right now and I shall blog about yesterday's day and today's one!
Yesterday sissy and I supposed to stay at home and save up money but ended up we went out with Zax and other 3guy friends (well, btw Idk the other 3guys.) We went alotta places since Zax rent a car and drove us out! (Y) Was kinda scared of Zax driving cause I don't even know is he able to drive safety roflmao! But still sissy and I enjoyed the day out.
Today went study with baby, Ben and Ray. We were chit-chatting among ourselves instead of concerntrating on our studies tsk tsk.. Before that, we went to Nex Mall to shop around while waiting for Ray and Don. Baby bought me 2pairs of ear-rings. It's sooo cute can!!!!!!!!!! AND OF COURSE I AM HAPPY TO MEET UP WITH MY BABY BOY TODAY AWWWWWWW! ^.^
There's one and only SPECIAL person who lives in my heart. :)
And that's my dearest BABY BOY! I love him so so so much omgomgomg! xD Holidays soon... Baby gonna be busy with his work and lesser time with me :'( Kinda sad about it. But I love the way he spent his time with me! :D
Ending here, GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT'S!
Friday, December 03, 2010 10:02 PM
SHANEL LIM LOVES DARREN QUEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy over the moon today, whatever I saved up those money to get some stuffs I want, ended up I left 10bucks back :( And of course, yesterday baby, sissy, Ben and I went to Nexx Mall after my school ended. We went in to CK and baby saw a bag which temp me alot! AND I BOUGHT THE BAG I WANTED TODAY ^.^
But sadly, baby's working today and there's only sissy accompany me shopping today. How I wished baby could be right by my side now x.x I seriously miss him soooooooooo freaking much until feel like dying not seeing him.
I am actually quite looking forward to Christmas and I know what I should buy for baby but hopefully I can save up the money and buy that present for him and give him a surprise. :)
Okay I shall stop posting and continue missing my dearest baby Quek! :D <3
Anyway, my baby is cute in that picture mahahahahahahaha!!!!!
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 8:33 PM
Bye, November. Hi, December! :D
First day of December, I pms!! I hate this month pms, it really sucks! x.x My stomach cramps so badly and I don't even dare to go out. I scared I might faint at anytime :( Don't wish to say regarding about my health. There's afew closer friends of mine out there knows about my health. Thanks for concerning about me, my dear friends. :) I appreciated it.
I wished I could celebrate this year Christmas with my dearests especially with baby Quek instead going overseas with my family. Please god, grant me my wish!
Dearest,
Thanks for being there for me this past 2months plus. I know you have been tolerating my sucky attitude but still thanks for not giving up on me :) I love you more than anything else I had! Hope you does too. This is a short letter for you. I love you, baby boy! :D
OMGOMGOMFGGGGGGGGG! I miss Kelly Ng Wan Yi! Gonna meet her up this Friday :) See you there baby.