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Thursday, March 19, 2009 7:11 PM
Heartached ;Flashing back all those memories. I told myself not to look back and go on forward, but i can't seem to do it. I kept looking back and feel like turning back. I know even if i turn back, you won't want me anymore and you said you don't love me anymore too. I don't know isit true coming out from your heart. I don't want to know and i don't dare to hear. I've lost all my guts! All my confidents has ran out. Maybe i'm too used with you around. I'm really feel lose without you. I've no sense of any direction. Whenever i look at our photos, i'll think of the past and i felt so happy and enjoyable. Why isit so hard to love a person that i really loves? :( I know by saying all this doesn't make any different. And i know, i'm also not a important person in your life anymore. I think i'll keep it to myself and stop saying. :'( I feel so miserable. I just missed you so much, boy!