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Thursday, March 11, 2010 4:51 PM
Grrr! Had NAFA yesterday. Have been keep telling myself run run & run! I see stars.. And yea, I nearly faint. Getting weaker each day past.. Hoping that I can faint one day and not to think about anything. Seriously, things are getting out of hand! How am I suppose to handle it?
Had phase test this morning. Wenn & I were late for the test and handed up with a blanks paper with our name on it. How pathetic! (Y). SCREWED MY PAPERS! Seeing people surround me were sad. Sigh, I don't even know how to cheer them up when I used to be. Am I being too useless? :(
Headed over to Town afterwards. Yay, I saw one formal shirt which I really wished to get it! I am getting it real sooooooooooon~ :D *PINKY* Tried a few pieces of clothes but my eye is on-ing on my formal. Hehe! Went back to school with Yue Han & Wenn left to meet her friends ;( Bored in school without her. Tsk*
After school headed home straight. Thought of resting at home cause whole body aching. When the moment I sat infront of my comp. *RINGING TONE* My cousin called me and asked me down to Serangoon to drink with him and afew his friends. Went to shower straight after hanging up the phone call. Rush out and my phone ring again! Guess who? MY DEAREST DAR! :D Gosh! I missed her so much and finally I met her just now. She joined us for drinking session too. (Y)
Did something stupid. I, myself was laughing too. I suppose to drop at Serangoon after I saw the Bus Interchange but 15mins ride in bus, I saw MRT Station and I stopped at Upper Paya Lebar. WTF! -.-"
Been smoking like hell~ Ciggs flowing freely like water tape! I was wondering when can I just stop smoking and drinking for the time being. I am a drunkard and heavy smoker for now, I supposed? People around do say I changed! :( Yea, change as in my attitude get fucked up easily.
Each time having breathing difficulties and feel like fainted, I guess death is closer to me. But who cares? SHANEL, YOU SUCK BIG TIME!
