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Friday, March 19, 2010 10:04 PM
Within you I lose myself; without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.Didn't attend school today. Was rotting at home for the whole day, *SLEEPING* Doesn't have the mood of going anywhere! Gave swimming lesson a skip too, due to rainy day. Was supposed to go for a drinking session today but I gave it a missed. If not, I will be sitting down at Boat Quay with a bunch of friends chit-chatting.
Do you wanna know why I changed? All thanks to you! (: I have becoming a heavy smoker, a drunkard and even go Disco with friends enjoying. Actually I don't really like this feeling but what has done is already done! FYI, I am not pushing all the blames on you. I am just stating the facts. Not replying on blog and said I changed too much, I AGREED! You have also changed in a way that you're a stranger to me now! You make me thinks that you're the one running away from the fact, not me!
Hey c'mon, what you want from me seriously! I am not your spare tire or WHAT-SO-EVER! And I have said previously. "I can understand if you choose Weisia over me, because it was my fault in the first place. But if you are truly happy with her, I will give up on you and give you my blessings. You just have to tell me whether or not you are happy with her. Yes I still love you, but if you love Weisia and you are happy with her, I don't want to be a third party and spoil your relationship, you get it?"
Stop making me like a fool following you. I AM OUT! Saying you love me. CRAP! 10months relationship and ended up going with another girl. What does that show? If she dump you, don't ever come back! You'll regret what you've made it as your choice. I knew something which I don't know will you know about it. Nevermind, I will keep it to myself. I will let you know when the time is right, if you wanna know. Poor guy was dump by her! You will ended up like him.
Bye, my love!
